She is pale now. Her fingers and feet are crooked due to the worsening paralysis caused by the trauma and the ordeal of spending her days in a country where, apart from the Bengali language, nothing else felt like home to her. Her son, who did not want to be named, said she often wakes up from sleep screaming about what she saw on the border on May 27. “The BSF asked her to run to the other side of the border. When she said that she cannot run to the other side of no-man’s land as she cannot walk, they put her at gunpoint and said go,” he says. Out of fear, Khatun limped and crawled to the swampy no-man’s land, but collapsed from the pain in her feet.